:(

I'm so feeling. And I really hate it. Everything was just a folly. So far from reality. This "love" feeling that bothers me for days is only a joke. And I'm sorry to myself that I'd become so emotional, and it's just so stupid of me, and so embarrassing. I'm so sorry to myself. No one's hurting me though. It's just me who's letting myself get killed because of what I think is real.

I am so sad. I just wanna cry.