RANDOM THOUGHTS

I wander why we have headsets here in our library when we can't open youtube, imeem or other music sites.

I'm feeling apprehensive in c++ laboratory. I don't know if my will and faith are strong enough to keep holding on to the faith.

I want a cellphone. And also, I think I need it.

I want to go to the sea. Anywhere as long as I'll be able to see the ocean, swim in it, and walk in its shores. I'm so excited. I hope that our Infanta trip this December will be carried out. It was postponed three times. And I'm just so disappointed about it. It had been a year already since the last time I've been there. And you know, I always want to come there again and again. I miss the sea, really. Pardon me.

I feel so alone right now, and bored. I know there's a lot of work to do, projects, reports, etc. But, I'm just not in the mood to be studious right now.

I don't have any driving force right now to strive harder in school. I feel that going to school, is like, a routine. A boring routine. Everyday is the same day. I don't feel anything different. Different in a way, that I'll be enthusiastic to go here everyday. Like, feeling excited because I know I will learn something new. Something that I crave for to learn. Something that I really want. Okay, I'm not saying that I hate my course. That dammit, of all the courses, why this? Its not like that. And, I don't want it to be that way. I love my course, and I want to learn everything from my heart.